Since “A History Of My Voting And Political Preferences” sounds horribly boring and lacks any intrigue whatsoever, I quickly forsook that opportunity for a title to the piece, below, which presents a history of my voting and political preferences. However, my reason for writing this document is to unpack the reasons I am now a Democrat. For some, I’ll be “preaching to the choir,” while others will feel I’ve lost my way. And – for one of the first times in my life – I don’t really care how you receive it. But if you have a desire to understand me a little better, then please read. Applaud or judge, but remember, it’s my story.
I was looking forward to the fall of 1976, and the opportunity to cast my first-ever ballot for a Presidential election.
I can still remember walking into one of my former classrooms at Southwest Junior High School in Lakeland, Florida, and then stepping into the voting booth. Those were the days of a little private chamber with a retractable curtain.
I was flush with a combination of excitement and nervousness as I turned the automated lever to record my vote. And by late that November evening, my voting success was 1-0 as Jimmy Carter – the Democratic candidate – was elected as the 39th President of the United States.
When I registered, soon after my 18th birthday in the summer of ‘76, I was assured I needed to be a Democrat, at least in terms of my voter registration. At that time, it seems that was substantially necessary to be able to vote in Polk County, because of the very small number of Republican candidates.
So, Jimmy Carter was the perfect fit.
He was a Democrat, and – more important – he was a staunch Southern Baptist – my denomination at the time, along with generations of my family, my girlfriend and her family, and so many of my close friends. In essence, Jimmy Carter was the Christian candidate, and he was even the right variety of Christian.
Good enough for me.
I don’t remember many political discussions in my family of origin. Maybe we had them, but – if so – they didn’t create a memorable impression. At least not in terms of my own voting convictions. And I just wasn’t into politics back then. I’m sure I had the typical arguments with school friends, but I don’t remember passionate feelings about issues.
As clearly as I remember voting for Carter in 1976, I have no distinct memory of my voting preference four years later; however, I’m almost certain I voted for the Southern Baptist candidate once again. I mean, why wouldn’t Carter’s religious affiliation outweigh any deficiencies in his leadership of the country?
In keeping with my connected religious/political filter, by the 1984 election I was a believer in Ronald Reagan, who not only was the Republican candidate, but also was the one strongly supported by my evangelical Christian cohorts. He was saying all the right things and even mixing in a little Christian jargon. More importantly, he was voicing support for issues that had become important for followers of Christ. Walter Mondale’s liberal Democratic agenda was seen as a threat to so many things we held dear. Reagan, and Christianity, won.
The Republican-Christian train continued rambling down the tracks in the 1988 election, as George H.W. Bush, behind my vote, easily defeated Michael Dukakis.
By this time, I was firmly convinced that Republican candidates were somehow anointed of the Lord. And that line of thinking was supported by all those whose opinions mattered the most – friends from church.
A mark of a true evangelical Christian was to remain loyal to the Republican Party. Case closed.
What kind of Christian would ever vote for a Democratic candidate – at any level of public office – local, state, or especially national? I’ll tell you what kind…someone who truly didn’t understand the gospel. Plain and simple. And clearly someone in a liberal denomination who probably didn’t understand Jesus in the first place — like those over in the Methodist church. Oh, and the Episcopals, too.
Which makes it all the more amazing that Bill Clinton won the Presidency in both 1992 and 1996.
Who the heck were all these people voting for this liberal draft-dodging, marijuana smoking Democrat? And what had gone wrong for George H.W. Bush and the Republican Party?
I mean, Clinton did have a comforting southern drawl and even Baptist credentials. But he was certainly not the poster child for evangelicals. Quite the opposite.
And then there was his wife, Hillary Rodham Clinton.
This raging liberal feminist even refused to take her husband’s name, until she relented and used it as an add-on to appease critics. How could these people occupy that revered residence on Pennsylvania Avenue?
The evangelical world – where I was unequivocally receiving my voting cues – was waiting and watching for any missteps to be made by the First Couple.
And I was shaking my head right along with them.
Along with the Christian Coalition, I was convinced our society was going to Hell in a hand basket with a radical liberal agenda that was promoting abortion, gay rights, and widespread sex education.
Most alarming to so many of my evangelical Christian brethren was the Clintons’ support of the homosexual “agenda.” Why, the President was even for gays in the military! How the heck was that ever going to work!?
It’s important to realize at this point that – for at least the past five or six years – much of our political opinion was patently shaped by Dr. James Dobson of Focus on the Family. What responsible Christian family with young children wasn’t clinging to every word written or spoken by this iconic defender of family values? We were reading his books, listening to his daily radio show, and receiving his newsletter. His conservative stance was formative for us.
Politically speaking, we subscribed to the Gospel According to Jim Dobson.
Finally, the inevitable of the Clinton Presidency happened, with the Monica Lewinsky affair – within the walls of the White House, nonetheless! I can remember Dobson and most other evangelical opinion leaders pouncing on this moral failure, with me on their coattails.
But why would this behavior be unexpected? The liberal Democrats were insistent on reinventing so much of the social debauchery of the 1960s, right? The Clintons were now reaping the consequences of all they, and so many in their Party, had sown.
Once again, I cannot overstate how influential national evangelical leaders’ political opinions were on my own thinking.
I bought in.
The message was clear – the very soul of our nation was at stake. And the scandalous reign of Bill Clinton had taken us to a dangerous precipice. Something had to change.
Along with so many in our circle, I was thrilled when George W. Bush was elected in 2000. It’s significant, if not sad, that I truly didn’t know anyone in “my world,” who wasn’t a Bush supporter.
To my knowledge, none of my closest friends or any co-workers were Democrats. And most certainly none of my co-workers after 2002 would vote Democratic. That’s when I began a long career at Lakeland Christian School. We all spoke the same political language. Maybe call it, Christo-Republican.
Just for a moment, it’s important for me to address the nature of the impact of my Christian world on my electoral choices.
As mentioned, we were clearly under the influence of James Dobson and other Christian authors whose mission was to protect the family. Although our thinking was largely shaped by national leaders in the evangelical world, our own church’s denomination – the Presbyterian Church in America – insulated us within an even tighter circle.
Within the bubble of our denomination and church, we were never encouraged to be curious beyond certain recommended and “approved” thought leaders.
In one of our local PCA churches, it seemed the most revered authors – ancient theologians — had to have been dead for several hundred years.
God rest so many of their racist souls.
And our most recent Lakeland PCA church had a few of its own patron saints, most of whom were still among the living. But we were never encouraged to venture very far away from the denominational center.
This repressed curiosity stymied our growth in significant ways, not the least of which was the critical examination of those across the political divide.
The Proverb, “Let your eyes look straight ahead; fix your gaze directly before you…do not turn to the right or left” could have been translated, “Cast not your eyes upon the Democrats…keep your feet from evil.”
There were the Godless and then there were Democrats.
This line of thinking was not espoused from the pulpit, but was the obvious leaning from those within our inner circles. Although we certainly weren’t restrained from venturing out in our thinking, the prevailing mindset was an almost arrogant “Duh!!” regarding the correctness of the Republican platform.
So I settled within the safe confines of our bubble. And continued blackening in the Republican ovals at every opportunity.
This being the case, I truly had no understanding – and certainly not any appreciation – for the thinking of “the other side.” Being politically malformed, I was truly never even in a position – nor equipped — to debate or discuss.
Was I judgmental? Absolutely.
Politics aside, I mostly assumed that our Republican world was on a far different (superior) spiritual plane than the Democrats. Again, how could any Gospel-believing, legit follower of Christ support the liberal agenda?
Democrats were so scarce in my life, they stood out like a sore thumb.
I still remember the Al Gore sign in a yard, up the street from our home on Clarendon Place. We didn’t know them, but always called them, “those Gore people.” Even recently, I was referring to a certain home on that end of the street and said, “you know…up there near those Gore people.”
And I thought they were so gutsy, brazen, really, to actually mark themselves as among the enemy. And that’s how rare a Democratic vote seemed to be in my world, that they would stand out as people that just didn’t fit within my worldview – political or spiritual. With eyes not fully opened.
So, why the Republicans, and why George Bush? Again, for me, he was the “anointed” Christian right-supported head of state. His faith seemed real and genuine. When he was governor of Texas, he began reading his Bible every morning. He talked about the sacredness of life. He referred to the decline of morality.
We were finally going to get movement in the right direction.
And nevermind his denominational affiliation in one of those churches that likely doesn’t even understand the gospel…he had a conversion experience as a middle-aged man, and claimed to be “born again.”
Evangelicals promoting him as one of their own was all it took for me.
It was also about this time that we began faithfully resourcing a Christian voter’s guide. It was a legal-sized spreadsheet of sorts, listing the candidates and their stance on the critical issues – Abortion, the LGBTQ agenda, religious liberty, the Courts, Educational choice, etc.
I’m sure we were also still under the strong influence of Focus on the Family voting recommendations. And for any added clarification, Susie could always ask questions of several more informed women in our church.
The evidence was overwhelming – a vote for the Republican candidate at all levels was a vote for the spread of Christianity and Christian values. So, we continued to follow suit, automatically darkening in the Republicans’ oval in all local, state, and national elections.
I should also point out that our support of Republican candidates truly had nothing to do with their fiscal policies.
A legislator’s or President’s influence over the economy was never an issue to us. Even though we had a growing wealth base at this time, economic policy decisions were never a factor in our decision-making. Maybe it should have been.
But it wasn’t, and isn’t.
Although this sounds like a boasting of the lack of importance of money to us, it’s actually – sadly — a confession of our comfort level within our own white privilege.
By the 2008 Presidential election, our youngest child had graduated from high school and all three of our kids were in college. Our frequent consumption of all things Dobson was waning, mostly because we were now beyond the parenting of children in the home.
However, our faithful following of Christian voter guide recommendations was still as strong as ever.
And the evidence was clear – we should vote for the less-than-overwhelmingly-popular John McCain because he would continue to protect all that’s important to the faith-based world. We certainly wouldn’t support the Democratic candidate who seemed to be scary liberal…why, he even had the middle name of Hussein! Surely he would pose a serious threat to our values.
By election night, though, Barack Obama won the Presidency convincingly.
Since my political world was so small, and guided by Christian opinion leaders, I was wondering – as I did when Clinton won – just who were all these people voting for the liberal Democrat. They clearly weren’t in my crowd.
But then I learned that, indeed, some of my crowd, and in my very family, had voted for Obama. To my knowledge, this was the first “crossing of the line” by someone even in our extended family.
It was family living way out west, though. Susie’s brother and his wife and kids. But they lived in San Francisco, California, Portland, Oregon, and Spokane, Washington. So, as weird as it first seemed, it sort of made sense given they all lived on the “left coast.” Still, it seemed like a betrayal of (our) Christian values.
Or maybe…just maybe…their view of Christianity, and Jesus, was somewhat different than ours.
In all honesty, though, my actual life didn’t seem to be affected through the years regardless of the occupant of the White House. To use a now-Presidential phrase, “it is what it is.” Sure, ever since my first couple of opportunities to cast a ballot decades ago, I had voted the straight Republican ticket, without exception.
Yet my white, privileged, Christian life – and that of my family – had not suffered any direct impact regardless of the President’s Party. Sure I complained during the Clinton and Obama years – as is a Republican’s obligation — but even their liberal threats to our nation were of no obvious consequence to us.
However, after eight years of a Democratic President, the Republican/Christian message was clear: enough is enough…we must pour our all into supporting the 2016 Party platform, which would be faithfully carried out by the eventual nominee.
We couldn’t let eight years of the moral slippery slope turn into twelve. The very fabric of our Christian nation, founded and maintained on Christian values, was once again at stake.
The Republican Party’s nominee was the shocker of all shockers.
Donald Trump, known to most as a business tycoon and now a reality television star, would now wave the Party’s banner and represent the platform so vital to the evangelical Christian world.
In addition to his political inexperience, his character flaws were anything but hidden – his uber-bravado, arrogance, narcissism, liberal use of profanity, personal moral indiscretions, and bully persona. Oh, and his bragging of grabbing women in a most personal and private way.
But for Republicans, with the Christian voting bloc in tow, the mantra was “platform over person.”
Yes, Trump made them squirm and was often an embarrassment during the campaign season, but the Party would just have to overlook any personal missteps to throw support behind this one – love him or hate him – who would right the nation’s ship.
Take a moment, now, and re-read the previous sentence. Please don’t overlook the fourth word, “them.”
Because it was at this very point that the Republican Party was transformed from an “us” to a “them.” Our Conservative-Evangelical-Christian-Republican bubble had burst.
Exploded, really.
This renegade candidate may have been the catalyst, but we began to discover there was another Party whose interests seemed to better align with our views…and – ironically — with the priorities of Jesus.
Interestingly, our political pilgrimage took us back to the Party of our 18-year-old selves. It’s fair to say the journey has taken us to where we should have been all along.
In 1976, the excitement of our first uninformed Presidential vote was wrapped up in the Southern Baptist candidate, and not in Party platform.
By the 2016 election, we began a critical examination of the issues from a new and refreshing location outside the bubble.
Previously, as you have read, our thinking was largely done for us, as we quickly fell in line with the expected evangelical Christian vote. However, through the filter of our emerging progressive Christianity, which truly adopts the message of the bracelet, it became crystal clear which Party – and which ’16 candidate — would ultimately do as Jesus would.
And in the 2016 election, the choice was clear.
“I’m With Her.”
It wasn’t a matter of the lesser of two evils. Not then, and not now.
Okay, let’s not totally avoid the elephant in the room.
It would be very easy to blame this change of political persuasion solely on the unlikeable character qualities of Donald Trump. He definitely could be reason enough. But our newfound support for Democratic Party ideals transcends one person.
Any here’s why –
Since we had based so many decades of voting on the Christian-Republican connection, let’s start with the central figure of Christianity – Jesus.
First of all, I have serious doubts Jesus would even be allowed in a Trump-Republican America. He’s a dark-skinned itinerant, after all. He was homeless, associated with and advocated for the marginalized, and challenged the political powers. He preached about the dangers of materialism, the hazards of wealth, and urged compassion for the downtrodden at every turn.
Jesus was clearly an anti-establishment activist, from his very core.
Unfortunately, fleeing for his life would be all too familiar to Jesus. He was a part of a family that fled the local government’s search for this one who would threaten their power. I could certainly picture a Jesus in current-day America being “sent back,” or even worse, being ripped from his mother’s arms and placed in a cage, Steven Miller style.
Financially, he would clearly be among the most vulnerable in the Republican taxing structure. And what about his healthcare? Let’s just hope he doesn’t have pre-existing conditions.
Now back to the lead elephant for a moment.
As I open up the New Testament, I just can’t miss the dichotomy of Trump’s living out his “faith” with what I read of Jesus in the Gospels. His (lack of) mercy, purity, humility, decency, character, compassion, discreet behavior, and morality.
Actually, there is no correlation.
But this “anything except Christlikeness” of Trump isn’t refutable even among Christians. Yet, why are so many ignoring a daily display of behaviors that are clearly opposed to the character and priorities of Christ?
From what I can tell, the “hold your nose, wince and vote Republican, regardless” practice of the evangelical Christian world comes down to a couple of critical issues – abortion, and the Supreme Court nominee.
I’ve personally heard, “yeah, I can’t stand Trump the person, but we need conservative judges.” And, “What about all those unborn babies?”
Oh, and there’s a third reason – the uber-wealthy violating their own sense of morality to vote for the man and Party who will make them even richer. They are likely pinching their noses the tightest of all.
So what about abortion?
It’s certainly driving a large part of evangelicals’ politics. And Christian Republicans would have you believe that Democrats are lining up to hold open the doors for women seeking abortion.
Not so fast…
The truth is, the numbers of abortions have been steadily decreasing since 1980, regardless of the Party of the White House. The abortion rate AND ratio have declined during pro-life and pro-choice Presidencies. There has even been a greater rate of decline, though, during Democratic Administrations.
And the rates especially declined under the Obama Presidency.
Donald Trump’s influence in this important arena? Trump has not signed a single significant piece of pro-life legislation. And…Planned Parenthood received a record-high taxpayer funding last year. So, the current President is anything but an anti-abortion stalwart.
But go ahead and vote for him, fellow Christian, if you must.
And don’t even get me started on the many other ways he’s clearly not pro-life…
Democrats, on the other hand, seek to reduce abortions through means other than outright banning. Such as…more aggressive pregnancy prevention in the first place, including education and affordable/accessible contraception (i.e. the Affordable Care Act), increased levels of financial and other forms of support to people who are facing unplanned pregnancies, access to healthcare for both the mother and the child – both during the pregnancy and following delivery, increased accessibility to adoption, and improved conditions for children in foster care.
I am pro-life (from conception to grave) and wish there weren’t abortions.
And I am for the approach – and all the ensuing financial, medical, and social policies — that offers women help and hope all along the way. I join with so many other Democrats in seeking to reduce abortions through these critical measures that will encourage women that abortion is not their only option.
THAT seems to be the best way to be pro-life.
So, what about voting for Trump – or any Republican, really – because of the Supreme Court implications. As it relates to abortion, high court decisions have been stable and intact for nearly 30 years. And only one Justice out of nine has stated that the two cases securing a constitutional right to an abortion are bad law.
So, if one would vote for Trump primarily for what could happen in the Supreme Court, the historical record doesn’t support your rationale.
And guess what, single-issue Christian? Why is abortion the only thing that matters?
Is it the only thing that matters to Jesus? I think not.
Although I am solidly in the anti-Trump camp, the reason I have a Biden/Harris sticker on my car goes far beyond the politics of this one individual. And it transcends the unholy bonding the Republican Party has formed, as the GOP has become the party of Trump.
Come to think of it, I really should apologize to “those Gore people.” Oh – and while I’m at it – to fellow congregants in Episcopal and Methodist churches I’ve now attended.
Again, for me, the shortcomings of Trump and his allies are only magnifiers of how I should have felt all along. Remember, my personal political history book is, “Everything You Always Wanted To Know About The Democratic Party, But Weren’t Allowed To Ask.”
Now enjoying real life outside the bubble, here’s what I’ve discovered and embraced —
And it’s my very Christianity – knowing, studying, and following Jesus – that has pointed me to a more liberal strain of politics.
The notion that left-leaning values and Christianity are incompatible couldn’t be further from the truth, for me. In fact, critical Democratic policies more closely align with my emerging progressive values.
For instance, on just a few of the issues —
Care for the poor, underprivileged, marginalized and minorities is of utmost importance. And seen on almost every page of scripture, such as, “whoever is generous to the poor lends to the Lord.” Widespread policies benefiting these groups are a core tenet of the Democratic Party. Yet, the GOP has long opposed social welfare policies.
Care for the environment and action on climate change goes all the way back to Creation, with our instruction to “cultivate and care” for our world.
Immigration policies should reflect the many “love your neighbor as yourself” admonitions. The Party wanting to build the wall will never have my vote. And there is not a bit of “be kind and compassionate to one another” when families are separated at the border, and children are placed in cages.
Access to affordable healthcare – for all – is now personal to me. In my current role as a consultant I am – for the first time in my adult life – not connected to a group health insurance plan. I found that without the Affordable Care Act (Obamacare!), I was uninsurable because of my history of cancer.
I certainly don’t feel that Christianity and liberalism are synonymous. But neither is Christianity and conservative politics. No one party is perfect, and no one party represents the Kingdom of God.
Our faith, as it relates to politics, is complicated.
But it does inform us.
And, now, my faith (which was developed in a white life of privilege) leads me to support those candidates I feel give the most vulnerable and under-rated – unborn babies, the poor, the marginalized, people of color, indigenous people, women, immigrants, the elderly, the sick — their best shot.
So, that’s where I am.
It’s been my journey, and it’s my story.
Although I was convinced I always voted my convictions, I regret not being a deeper thinker regarding all things politics. My comfort zone was going with the flow.
And that’s why I’m a proponent of a lifetime of curiosity.
So, thank you, curiosity, for rising up and making me uncomfortable.
Thank you, curiosity, for not allowing me to settle.
Thank you, curiosity, for the courage to step into a new arena and embrace a new platform.
It’s great to be home.